I miss her

My sister - the one wearing green t-shirt
Is she cute? Yes, when she is not arguing with me.. XD

Having a facebook chat with my sister this morning. After a short chat with her, I realized how much I miss her. All the memories with her suddenly emerged.  All the scenes appear distinct in my mind. Doing some crazy things together, singing “syok sendiri”ly at home, and laughing loudly together. Of course we did arguing with each other, fighting with each other. But everything returns to normal after a very short period just as we didn’t argue and fight before. Anyone of us will apologize and try to mediate the settlement. I think this is because we are sister. The closest person besides our parents. We would never want to undermine our destined relationship.

I think I’m not a good sister. Although I love her deep from my heart, but I never tell her. She is really childish. To me, she is still like a primary school girl. She loves toys and magic. She would buy toys that you will never thought that a form 5 girl would buy. She is easily to be satisfied. An ice-cream would make her happy. I have never thought that I’ll miss her that much. I have no regret to have her as my sister and I’m proud of her. 

Being a daughter

Being a daughter of my parents for 21 years, there are many events happened between me and them. As a naughty daughter of them, I remembered there was once my parents brought me to hypermarket when I was a child and I was suddenly disappeared from their sight. They were so tensed to search me out. They kept calling my name and there was no response from me. After a few minutes, I jumped out from the clothes displayed. My parents asked me where had I been and I told them I was playing hide and seek with them. They warned me not to play such game with them again as they thought I was missing.

I also remembered when I am about 3 years old, I had asked my parents to buy me a book named “Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs” as I was attracted by the colourful pictures in the story book. My parents refused to buy that book for me as that book is actually quite abstruse for me that time. I kept persuading my parents to buy that book for me. Finally, I got what I wanted. The book always reminds me that I have parents that love me so much. They don’t have the heart to see me disappointed.

I am proud to be my parents’ daughter. Today, tomorrow, or the days after tomorrow, it will still be the same.

It’s just a dream

It is a dream

A sweet dream

Refuse to back to reality

Staying in the dream makes me happy

It is a dream

A bad dream

Run as fast as I can

To avoid being caught under the devil’s claws

It is a dream

It’s time to wake up

No matter how sweet or bad the dream is

It’s just a dream

Flowers and Rainbow

It’s valentine again. Flowers are usually gifted to our loves one in this special day. Flowers are used to express the meaning that one’s desire for his special someone. The floral shops are packed with various flowers to fulfill different demands. Every girl would like to receive flowers. May be I’m not that ladylike. I prefer looking at the rainbow quietly rather than receiving a flower. Perhaps I refused to see the flowers wither and fall into decay. It is too sad for me to see them reaching the end of its life. Almost everyone felt good nigh immediately after receiving a gift of flowers even those who were feeling low and were in a depressed mood. I like the aroma of the flowers. The aroma of the flowers enables me to forget all the worries at that particular moment. The flowers have a healing touch. So do the rainbow. The rainbow has a power to arouse happiness in one’s heart of hearts. Although rainbow has seven colours which each of them gives different feelings, the combination of all the seven produces a sense of harmony. “Rainbow!!!” I shouted. I’m just like a little girl, pointing to the rainbow hanging on the sky. “Why are you so happy with it?” My dad asked. “It’s beautiful.” I smiled. I looked at the rainbow for a few minutes. Within that few minutes, my mind was relaxed and I felt I was on cloud nice. Rainbow gives me a sense of peaceful. Whenever I’m blue, I’ll look at the sky. Perhaps I’m searching for the rainbow. The flowers are rainbow on the land. Whenever rainbow is not seen, flowers will take its responsibility to bring people happiness.

My Life

I’m already 21 years old. With 21 years of living experiences, there are many things happened in my life but nothing was special. My life can be considered as boring as everyday seems keep repeating the previous day. However, my life becomes more interesting with the accompaniment of my family and delicious food.

When talk about food, girls would always worry of weight gaining. But I’m not, as I have another problem -- underweight. I like to eat, especially with my family. Dining with my family would be my most precious time after I entered university as I can only dine with my family during holidays.

I like to try new food from different restaurants especially other countries’ food. Whenever I had tasted delicious food, I will feel happy and I would like to share this happiness with my family. However, my family members do not like to try new food. They would always order the same dishes from the same restaurant once they are satisfied with the flavor. I always persuade them so that they would try other countries’ food but my idea is always rejected as they only like Chinese cuisine. Even my younger sister responds me the same.

Finally, I had successfully persuaded my family to have lunch together at Sakae Sushi. That was my first time of having Japanese food with them. I felt happy as I have always wished to share the food I like with them. I remembered I was so excited and smiling appears naturally on my face the whole day.

Actually I didn’t try Sakae Sushi before. So I just simply ordered some from the menu which are similar with those I tried at other Japanese restaurants. When the food was served, I saw their expression and I knew that they don’t like it and this shows that there is no next time. However, I’ll continue introducing more delicious food to them as I just want to share my happiness and create more memories with them.

To me, looking at the photos I took with my family at different places and receiving a call from them would be a good remedy for my homesick when I miss them. Mentally support from my family gives me courage to face the hardness of my life.